I've given myself some time to grieve everything that's been going on in my life and now it's time to get back to work! :D

Been kind of in the zone lately with gaming + trying to focus more on IRL things that's currently going on in my life. Been cooking in the background though and I think I have an idea of what my new index will look like whenever I'm finished! Very soft pink + green vibes this time (I'll still switch back with the one I'm using rn from time to time).

I feel relieved now that I finally have a blog post out. It was not as hard to do as I made it out to be LOL. I am beyond thankful for my friend for getting me one of my dreamies. I'm sooo excited to give her a refresh.~

I was born today. I didn't get to post a blog update before today, but that's okay. I'll probably try to upload one later once I've gotten home.

I'm still alive, just been doing things behind the scenes. I've been having a very hard time with redoing my about me page and it's been kicking my ass LOL. I'm hoping to at least get out a blog post before my birthday just because I'll be crazy busy after that. Also been thinking about taking away my photo log and other pages I just don't really see myself using too often, but we'll see.

Finally did a few things around my blog that I've been wanting to do for a while now. There's still quite a bit of stuff I'm wanting to do, but I'm just trying to not get burnt out (which I'm feeling already tbh). My birthday is next week and it's been really stressing me out because I'm coming into my last years of being in my 20's. I hope my 30's are kinder to me than my 20's have been.

I've been wanting to update my blog the last couple of days, but I'll be honest, I've been in this weird funk where I'm between absolutely amazing and stressed beyond belief due to IRL things going on that it's making me have no motivation to do anything with my site. I've wanted to change, update and move around some things I've been noticing, but I just don't have it in me right now.

It feels like my head has been in a fog these past couple of days. Doctor appointment after doctor appointment. Personal life issues. Just as my life starts to slow down, something happens that causes it to pick right back up again. The constant up and down of it all is slowly driving me insane. I've been wanting to take a ride through nature with Mr. Toffii lately, but we can't even get ourselves around to doing that because of how busy we've been. UGH

I've been watching The Other Bennet Sister and I cannot get myself to finish the last three episodes I have left of it and I don't know why. Does anybody else struggle with that? Idk why when I start a series, I can never get myself to watch till the end. I guess I get anxiety over it ending. Hopefully I can get myself to finish it in the next couple of days.

It's been 3 months since the last time I sized up my gauges, so I decided to size them up last night to 12g and they're perfect! There's something going on with my right earlobe though and I have no idea what to do about it. :( The last couple of days, it feels like I've been running on 1% energy, so I just haven't really felt like updating my site any. I'm hoping to roll out some stuff today or within the next couple of days.

Have I ever mentioned how much I hate grocery shopping and doing the dishes? No? Well I H A T E it. I'd rather do the laundry 100 times before I ever do either of those things. I hate adulting.

I thought I'd maybe have a ping of regret for changing my username on here, but I actually don't! I'm happy that I decided to change it. I don't see a point in having a "persona" on here when I'm talking about myself and I'm sharing things here that I'd share anywhere else basically. My fiancé also made a good point that Toffii is basically my persona atp anyways since I've been using the username for so long LOL (he's not wrong).